Red

by diatami

Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you’re already flying through the free fall. Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all. Losing him was blue like I’d never known. Missing him was dark grey all alone. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red,
touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you..

Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song. Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer. Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong. Losing him was blue like I’d never known. Missing him was dark grey all alone. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red,

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes. Tell myself it’s time now, gotta let go. But moving on from him is impossible. When I still see it all in my head.

Red, Taylor Swift.

image1 (5)It was a happy day on the beach. Sunset and also you beside me. Now I am trying to get back this smile again.

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